Kabir Kadre|10 months, 11 days ago
More discomfort dotting the day, the nearest culprit maybe just odd equipment… a drainage line that never quite empties.
I’ve been sleeping well anyway, that’s been good.
Eating well enough, consistently certainly.
I woke up to a text from a care ad respondent, bright, young, enthusiastic, and filled with initiative. She was hired by late afternoon. This, in combination with some unanticipated support from Cassandra means a Monday morning break out is in the cards.
The physical therapist offered to get me out of bed this afternoon and down the hall in my wheelchair. Sadly her schedule got the better of her and I did not see her again today.
Getting out of bed each day is a precious treasure.
Clarity of care, security of plans, integrity of effort, these all wax and wane lately. Like images in the mind, seemingly substantive one moment, ephemeral the next.
Longing to give clear
Radiance of loving heart
Made real on the earth…
God gets to know things, we just get to ask questions…